tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-69887308771305528972024-03-05T06:20:15.819-08:00KatieographyKtDidKateMaeBellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02500687834093456720noreply@blogger.comBlogger10125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6988730877130552897.post-12628080077056531192012-09-11T09:30:00.002-07:002012-09-11T09:30:47.323-07:00September Eleventh.It's amazing how something could happen so far away, something so dramatic and life altering, that it would forever leave an impression in our lives - everywhere. I will absolutely <i>never</i> forget the events on 9/11 and I will never forget the way I felt, the way I wanted to cry and had no idea why, and the way I asked my teacher at school, "There's no one in those buildings, right?" Watching the events unfold was too much to take in, forget understanding the <i>why </i>of it. But to a 13 year old high school freshman, I knew this country would never be the same. I used to write a LOT of poetry, and was published a few times. This is one poem that I wrote after 9/11:<br />
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<i>God Bless America</i><br />
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God bless America, and all that makes us whole,<br />
There were lives that were lost, that caused the hurting of our souls.<br />
But revenge is not the answer, although some seem to think...<br />
So much happened on 9-11, within an eye's one blink,<br />
People jumping out of windows, their only means of escape,<br />
Individual, side by side, some even hand in hand,<br />
Leaving our country - the one true free land.<br />
Why, though, so many lives?<br />
Innocent people, with husbands, children, and wives,<br />
Not even knowing they were about to die.<br />
People who know, tell us the truth!<br />
It isn't right, it isn't fair!<br />
What can we do? What can we say?<br />
Things shouldn't have happened this way.<br />
God bless America, and all that makes us whole,<br />
There were lives that were lost that caused the hurting of our souls.<br />
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Let us all continue to pray for everyone who was affected by the September 11 attacks on our beloved country. <br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">And of course Lee Greenwood had to respond, just as I thought he would, and rightfully so. There is a reason that song was called "God Bless the USA" and not "We Love the USA." I am all for people having a right to their own religions, beliefs, etc but this is starting to get a little old. Why should anyone who wanted to sing that song as it was written have to be punished just in case someone "got offended?" Whatever the reason or excuse the administration had for their initial decision, I am glad they retracted it. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">When I was in tenth grade, we sang "God Bless the USA" in my public school chorus class - there is no song more patriotic, more powerful and full of emotion than that song. Please don't take that away from us just because someone <i>might</i> be offended. When we sang this song in chorus, there was not even a thought of questioning whether or not someone would get offended by it.<span> </span>Who in their right mind would be offended by this song?!?! I'm not being closed-minded; and if I am, then I am saying those who <i>do </i>get offended should be more open-minded to Christianity in that case.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">While I am on a roll here, let's discuss the Trayvon Martin killing.<span> </span>For awhile now, I haven’t spoken about this incident because I don’t know what I think.<span> </span>I have only heard bits and pieces of the news and through others talking about it.<span> </span>I will say that my first thought was, “What if the tables were turned and Zimmerman died?”<span> </span>I just wonder what people would be saying, if anything, and how the media would portray the situation.<span> </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">Yes, George Zimmerman killed Martin. Yes, George Zimmerman mumbled "f****** punks" on the recorded 911 call and (I feel that it) wasn't directed towards anyone other than "criminals" in general. Yes, NBC (future credibility = toilet) screwed up in making it sound like George Zimmerman was profiling Martin based on his race when the actual, unedited phone call demonstrated that he was unable to identify his race until Martin turned around and started coming towards him. Yes, we have confirmed that Trayvon was on a cell phone with his girlfriend telling her that he felt like he was being followed. (Yes, I would've personally called 911 if I were being followed by someone rather than confronting them myself.) Yes, this is sad, tragic, even, and I am truly sorry that he died and that his family has to relive this incident over and over again because the media has turned it into a racial nightmare.<span> </span>Let’s be honest here, the media can beat a dead horse until there is nothing left.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">Let me preface the next portion of this with something I found online. Apparently Florida has a statute that is known as the "Stand your ground" law. I have located the official statute online at <u><span style="color: blue;"><a href="http://www.leg.state.fl.us/statutes/index.cfm?App_mode=Display_Statute&Search_String&URL=0700-0799/0776/Sections/0776.013.html" target="_blank"><span style="color: purple;">http://www.leg.state.fl.us/<wbr></wbr>statutes/index.cfm?App_mode=<wbr></wbr>Display_Statute&Search_String&<wbr></wbr>URL=0700-0799/0776/Sections/<wbr></wbr>0776.013.html</span></a></span></u> and a more summarized version from <a href="http://www.about.com/" target="_blank">www.about.com</a> stating "</span><span lang="EN" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">Under Florida law, there is no "duty to retreat" if you are attacked in any place you have a lawful right to be. Instead, you may stand your ground and meet force with force, including deadly force, if you reasonably believe it is necessary to prevent death or great bodily harm to yourself or others." </span></div>
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<span lang="EN" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">So this is where we are. According to this law and what we have been told thus far, George Zimmerman felt he was in danger. Martin had his hand in his waistband according to what he said on the 911 call and started to come at Zimmerman. Ultimately, Zimmerman defended himself. Now, there is absolutely no telling what other evidence hasn't been presented for the media to butcher, but it seems to me that Zimmerman was cooperative with police, and was then released. I am leaving my faith in the law enforcement in FL with the thought that they would've detained him further should there have been need to. There is no telling what may/may not come out in regards to this case, but I think we have to trust the system. Who cares if Zimmerman knew or was related to someone in the judicial system - he still shot someone. There is no denying that; and Zimmerman hasn't denied that. I seriously feel sorry for him because I seriously doubt he had any intentions of doing the neighborhood watch 'patrol' - why, with a weapon, I don't know, but something caused him to feel as though he may need one on his person - and then killing someone, or even using his weapon. Has anyone stopped to think about how Zimmerman feels about what he did? I mean, dang, he killed someone. He took a teenaged boy’s life. Race aside, I can imagine just knowing that alone would be a lot for one to deal with. Following that, Martin's death <i>absolutely</i> was not pre-meditated, any sort of planned, thought out, or whatever you want to call it as far as I am concerned. The evidence that the media has presented us with leads me to believe it was self defense. I don’t know what else to say about this…I can only sit back so long and listen to what others are saying before I have to add my two cents; so this is what I am doing. Take it or leave it. </span></div>KtDidKateMaeBellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02500687834093456720noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6988730877130552897.post-72116732634637009582012-02-17T01:28:00.000-08:002012-02-17T01:28:32.874-08:00When you know, you just know.<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 10pt;">
<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", "serif"; font-size: 12pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Since the last time I updated my blog, I have settled into my new night shift spot, continued to work any extra hours I can snatch, and trying to get into my own groove.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", "serif"; font-size: 12pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Valentine’s Day was fun, kind of. Patrick and I celebrated on Sunday by going to dinner at an Italian restaurant in uptown Charlotte. The food was excellent! – Just as we suspected/heard it would be. We both had to work on “Love Day” and only saw each other for a few hours total.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Patrick did send me a beautiful arrangement of flowers to work *surprise!* even though we agreed to be on a “card-only” basis for V day.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He truly is the best thing that has ever happened to me and I would be totally lost without him in my life.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I told my mama when I first started dating him that it felt like we were meant to be; as if I’ve known him forever and we had to take separate paths for awhile, but that we could finally be together now.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It may sound stupid and corny, but it’s the only way to describe how I feel about him…totally meant to be.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I definitely understand what so many people told me when I was little “when you know, you just know.”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It’s true. You do know. *Awww*<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", "serif"; font-size: 12pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Just to take care of a few updates, I am no longer working my part time job at the doggy day care due to my schedule change.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It’s almost impossible to leave one job at 6am after working twelve hours and be ready to roll again at 1pm.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And, yes, I do have other days off, but I would like some time to myself and to spend with my fiancé.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>So that’s gone.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", "serif"; font-size: 12pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">For those of you who do not know, Whitney Houston passed away.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My condolences to her family.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I will refrain from any bad jokes or comments until further information is disclosed regarding the cause of deat1h – let’s not assume anything.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Regardless of how she died, the fact remains that she <i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">did pass</i> and we should remember her as the talented person that she was.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I will say that I am having an internal debate with myself regarding how much time the media should focus on the death of a celebrity.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>As a disclaimer, let me say that I do not condone the deaths of military members, but I <i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">have</i> to mention that the media spends more time “glorifying” if you will the death of a celebrity than giving the airtime or sense of gratitude to those military members who have lost their lives fighting for our country.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I don’t necessarily consider Whitney Houston or Michael Jackson to be a hero of mine, but these military members certainly have a place in my heart because they are doing a job that I could not/would not want to do – and their serving allows me to have the option to <i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">not</i> join the military.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", "serif"; font-size: 12pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Onto a happier note, my dad and stepmom came up to visit the day before Valentine’s day and we went horseback riding – fab time! – And then went out to dinner after tootling around my town for a bit.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I got to see my dad’s new truck; it is awesome!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He got a brand new Toyota Tundra and I had to make it known that I definitely would not have picked that vehicle out for him, but he <i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">loooooves</i> it.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And since it’s white, I think car wash gift certificates are now an appropriate gift for him from now on. </span><span style="font-family: Wingdings; font-size: 12pt; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-char-type: symbol; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;"><span style="mso-char-type: symbol; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;">J</span></span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", "serif"; font-size: 12pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", "serif"; font-size: 12pt;">I have been toying with the idea of getting myself a new phone.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I have the original Droid by Motorola and it is about worthless at this point.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I’ve had it for almost two years, mind you; this is my third one – thanks to insurance!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The sensor keeps going bad and I continue to request a “new” (refurbished) one.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This is where the tough decision comes in – iPhone 4S or Droid Razr?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I have even gone as far as to make a compare/contrast chart to see which one I like better and it all comes down to this:<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It doesn’t matter which phone I get, because as soon as I purchase it Apple or Motorola or whoever is going to come out with something more awesome than whichever phone I choose, thus making whichever one I purchased cheaper.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>That thought alone makes me want to cling my money and never buy a new phone again because it is a TRAP.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>For all I know, somewhere someone is making my life miserable by intentionally making my phone worthless to me, thus making me want a new phone.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Lest I forgot to mention all the things wrong with my current phone…<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", "serif"; font-size: 12pt;">I think that pretty much sums up my cell phone rant – but I will say that I am partial to Android.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I <i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">did</i> love my Droid from day one, but we are all aware of the fact that electronic devices are just not made the way they used to be and we shouldn’t expect a lifetime for a cell phone to last for more than one year – after all, these manufacturers have to continue to make money and produce a better, more upgraded product.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>BUT – it is now technically Friday and I told the fiancé that I would have my mind made up by today.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Well, I don’t.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The only real conclusion I have come to is that I should purchase the Droid Razr – check it out, if I don’t like it, pay the restocking fee within thirty days and go ahead with an iPhone purchase.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Katie + iPhone = doesn’t seem right.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>However, I will keep you all posted as to what my final decision will be and how that works out for me! I apologize for how long winded and ranty this post has become.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I’m still trying to decide how I would like to sort out my blog and organize it based on topics – because my posts are apparently all over the place...as are my thoughts.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Perhaps I’ll go with a “Bookshelf Theme” for my blog and separate my posts into different genres. Ha<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>~~Goodnight y’all, tootles!</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", "serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">I apologize; I know it has been awhile.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I have had a few things going on and I am still not totally sure I want to blog about them, because they are a little too personal for a public blog, but I will say that we got good news at work – our dispatch center will be staying open.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>THANK YOU COMMISSIONERS!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Woohoo!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And a special shout out to our Chief for the awesome fight he put up for us.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>On a different note, my schedule has been thrown for a curve ball – I have been placed on night shift and on the opposite rotation, so I’ve been trying to get all my days figured out and this, that, and the other.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Finally getting settled in even though there will be some changes heading my way.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", "serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">I suppose February should be a pretty fun month – my fiancé’s birthday is at the end of the month, we are going out of town for that, and lest we forget, Valentine’s Day is near.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Due to the fact that P and I are planning our wedding, I am really not expecting much this year.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We have enough on our plates and planning this wedding has almost deterred me from ever wanting to plan a big event…ever again.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I don’t think anyone could ever really prepare you for what your wedding planning will entail.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I think the hardest part for P and I is making all of these decisions – and fast.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We have difficulty deciding where to eat on a date night, much less which color napkins we should use on the most important day of our lives.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I now know why everyone says “I wish we had done something smaller – or eloped.”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It is stressful, demanding, time consuming, and all the while FUN!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It is, after all, a once in a lifetime experience.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I think I am most excited to attend the cake tasting.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I guess the next thing on my list of to-dos is to order invitations.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Like I said, we are kind of at a standstill right now, just waiting on time.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I know what I want, pretty much everything has been decided, and I just need for time to pass so I can put our vision to work.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I am ALSO extremely excited for our honeymoon.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I seriously think we are going to need this vacation so badly, I just hope it doesn’t fly by.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We will be taking an 11-night cruise to the Southern Caribbean and I am ecstatic because I have never been to any of the places we are traveling to and who better to see them with than my <i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">husband</i>!!! =)</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", "serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">I have also started working a part time job at a local doggy daycare.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Mind you, this was decided before the unexpected shift switch.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I am not sure how well it will work out now that I am working nights, but only time will tell.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The owners seem very nice and have been super flexible with my schedule thus far, so we’ll see how it pans out.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I’ve found myself saying the phrase “only time will tell” so much lately, because I have begun to question so much about the future and, honestly, only time will tell.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I wish I had the answers but I don’t.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I know that in life we will have struggles and fun times and misfortunes and good luck along with the bad, but life would be so much easier if we knew the answers.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Then again, would it be worth living at all if that were the case?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The element of surprise is what keeps our motors ticking and inevitably keeps us guessing as to what’s in store for us.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", "serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">Oh, and one day I will post some pictures on here to put some extra fizz into my blog. ;) Tootles!</span></span></div>KtDidKateMaeBellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02500687834093456720noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6988730877130552897.post-88779791239110664202012-01-25T19:05:00.000-08:002012-01-25T19:05:11.980-08:00I have Time, God Willing...If you haven't already tried them, the Hot & Spicy Cheez-its are where it's at. ....and I do not like Cheez-its. They are seriously the perfect snack. Did I mention I don't like hot stuff? Well, I don't. But these are the bomb. I'm not even sure if anyone even says "the bomb" anymore, but that's what they are!!<br />
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What does any smart lady do after a long day at work and a nice workout? That's right, I soaked my feet...and ate Cheez-its of course. It felt wonderful and was very relaxing. When I first began working as a dispatcher, I would come home from work every day and sit on the couch and absorb nothing but utter silence. Having someone in your ear for twelve hours a day - albeit talking to them on the 'worst day of their lives' - made me realize how much I thoroughly enjoy peace and quiet. Who knew? I still become a nervous wreck at work sometimes. The best advice I received was to never get comfortable in my position, and I have to a certain degree, but I'm going to quote Forrest Gump and go ahead and say that answering 911 is like a "box of chocolates - you never know what you're gonna get." Anything from a pet snake running loose in someone's home to someone just getting "knocked up side the head with a baseball bat." Keeping those nerves under wraps and knowing how to keep your own emotions under control is key. Nonetheless, it keeps the job interesting and provides a challenge for me everyday, which is a quality in a career I was looking for. <br />
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I honestly have no idea what made me want to be a dispatcher. Perhaps it was the idea that I could help someone, and anyone who knows me knows that I would help anyone I could. This is definitely not what I pursued a Bachelor's degree for, but I am definitely thankful that I have a job - and one that I love. Sometimes the twelve hour days are very long, but the days off <i>more</i> than make up for it! Before I started dispatching, my brother (dispatcher-turned-police-officer) told me that I will LOVE to HATE this job. It didn't make sense to me at the time when he told me that, but it definitely makes sense now. I definitely love my job and definitely hate it at other times, but I <i>love </i>the fact that I can <i>love</i> my job and <i>hate </i>it at the same time. I know that may not make a lot of sense to anyone reading this, but it makes total sense in my mind. I'm not really sure what the future holds for me as far as a career is concerned, but I'm quite content where I'm at. Throughout college, I never really had an idea of what I wanted to do post-graduation. (Still don't!) I majored in Political Science because I liked the curriculum and I enjoyed the class discussions and having a job in a branch of government definitely appealed to me - and still does. I <i>do</i> believe that everything happens for a reason and I believe that only time will tell which direction will be best for me. I have time, God willing.<br />
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I guess myself and my fellow dispatchers have all been on edge lately as our career fates are in the hands of the Town Commissioners. Until we find out what will happen to our center after one agency leaves us, I guess we will all be on edge. Hopefully we will find out something soon so we can put some of these nerves to rest, but until then, I have a feeling it will be at the forefront of all of our minds.<br />
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I hope I can continue to keep readers interested in what I have to say and I hope I can keep up the momentum here. Until next time, Tootles!KtDidKateMaeBellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02500687834093456720noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6988730877130552897.post-39128351680147391792012-01-24T11:21:00.001-08:002012-01-24T11:21:59.758-08:00ARD<br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 12pt;">For those of you who do not know, I work as a police dispatcher.<span> </span>Oftentimes, I find myself looking up things online to fill time when nothing is going on.<span> </span>My doctor recently diagnosed me with Acid Reflux disease.<span> </span>While this is very common for people to have, I found it odd because I have never even had a bout of heartburn until it started bothering me so badly to where I needed to see my doctor.<span> </span>I went through a 90-day prescription of pills – which, by the way, did nothing – and then went through some tests.<span> </span>I am perfectly fine.<span> </span>My doctor informed me that it may not be my forever-loving pasta addiction that has brought this on.<span> </span>She told me that stress can sometimes be a factor that will cause ARD.<span> </span>After undergoing some blood work and an ultrasound, I think we have decided that stress is my main causing factor.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 12pt;">I suppose I have rambled enough for this entry, until next time, Tootles!</span></div>KtDidKateMaeBellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02500687834093456720noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6988730877130552897.post-78456602650711077282012-01-20T13:29:00.000-08:002012-01-20T13:29:41.909-08:00Inside My Mind...I find myself with so many things running through my mind and I can't make them stop. My mind is going in circles thinking about the Costa Concordia cruise ship, the South Carolina primary tomorrow, thinking about the Presidential candidate nominees, upcoming wedding things, etc, etc. This is nothing new, as my mind is always going around in circles and spiraling out of control. <br />
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My BFF and I were just having a conversation via text about who would be a good President if we had to choose between the current potential candidates. Boy oh boy, I'm just not sure which way I would turn at this point. None of these guys meet the criteria I want in a candidate. I've been reading through their platforms and I'm getting more and more confused on what I actually want in a candidate. It doesn't really matter what they say anyhow, they know most of their ideas are just political rhetoric that Congress will never pass. I'm looking for a genuine candidate. Someone give me something to believe in! I know that people tend to think of the general public when they cast their vote for President, but I think we should just vote based on our own needs. Afterall, our vote is our voice, so we have to make it count where we can. It is important to think of our country as a whole, but at the same time, what may not work for some people may work for others. As the saying goes, you can't please everyone, so you might as well try and please yourself. For the most part, we pretty much have the same needs anyway.<br />
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I am also thinking about the article that CNN published online about my hometown - Lancaster, SC <http://www.cnn.com/2012/01/19/politics/south-carolina-lancaster/index.html?iref=obnetwork>. When I read it, I got a depressing feeling. The same depressing feeling I get every time I pass through my little "podunk" hometown. And it isn't just me! A lot of people I know get that same feeling. Moving away from Lancaster was probably the best thing that could have ever happened to me, even though I was a reluctant 15 year old at the time. I was telling my BFF earlier not to be mad about the way CNN depicts our town because people who read that article and believe that every resident of Lancaster is a 'hillbilly redneck looking for a handout' are the ones who are narrow-minded. It really does feel like Lancaster is a dying town, because once people get an opportunity to leave that town, they take it and hardly ever look back. Otherwise they get sucked in and stay there forever. I'm not saying it's a bad thing, but it makes it that much harder for us to be proud of our hometown when we know deep down inside that Lancaster did nothing for us. <br />
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I have been obsessed with the partial sinking of the Costa Concordia - I can't tell you why I am but I am. I am always checking for updates and I just don't know what to think about this. I can't believe that people are saying such bad things about the crew and I can't believe the Captain is such a jerk - if the media is correct on how he is being portrayed. I still believe that cruising is one of the BEST most FUN ways to take a vacation and I also believe this was a RARE, HUMAN error. I also believe the Concordia had a bad omen since the champagne didn't break on the launch date, then it struck the port in Italy in 2008. However, I still feel that cruising is a very SAFE way to take a vacation and I know that this incident will be a lesson learned and will result in an even better and much safer cruise experience for those considering a cruise in the future (such as myself for my honeymoon in November...). And who is this chick the Captain was having dinner with as the ship was sinking?? She is out doing positive publicity for the Captain about how many extra lives he saved, etc, etc - how much extra is she getting paid for that? LOL! Time will only tell what is going to happen to this Captain and the changes that will be made (for the better!) for the cruising industry.<br />
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Next topic: our dog. We sent off a DNA swab of his a few weeks ago and I am happy to report that we officially know the breed of our precious baby. He is half italian greyhound, part doberman, part german short haired pointer. I cannot tell you how excited I am to find out this information!!! We thought for sure he was going to have pit bull in him and there is none. This just shows how much of a nerd I am - I get excited over finding out the breeds of our mutt. <br />
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The wedding. Wedding planning is coming along just fine. We are mostly at a standstill at this point because there isn't anything more we can do until we get the invitations! <br />
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<br />KtDidKateMaeBellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02500687834093456720noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6988730877130552897.post-34562622647843513972012-01-20T12:00:00.000-08:002012-01-20T13:31:22.728-08:00It's Just Me.<br />
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(I will probably add more to this as time goes on!) So I promised somewhat of an introduction
about myself. My name is Katie. I chose the username for my blog based on the
fact that over the years I have met so many people who, for some unknown
reason, always have to add some other name to the end of my name. I have been called ‘Katie-did’ ‘Katie-Belle’
‘Katie-Mae’ ‘Katie-Lou’ and so forth. So
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<li>Planning my wedding (11-3-12!!!!)</li>
<li>Work as a Police dispatcher</li>
<li>Born and raised in South Carolina</li>
<li>Love animals</li>
<li>Have a dog</li>
<li>Love the color blue</li>
<li>Am moderate on most issues</li>
<li>A person that wears my heart on my sleeve</li>
<li>A person that loves to write</li>
<li>love to help others</li>
<li>am marrying a police officer</li>
<li>love to travel</li>
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You know the old saying, ‘Ya
learn something new every day’?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It’s
definitely true.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Most importantly is
that we recognize this and continue to do so.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>I’m going to introduce you to something I like to call an “education
meal.”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You have to eat every day, and
you must learn every day.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Since I was
the age of four or five, I have been provided an education meal.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>A meal that was fulfilling and
uplifting.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>These things that I
learned, whether it is learning to tie my shoes or my dad explaining to my how
parts of his airplane work, are things that I have carried with me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>They make life more enriching and I believe
they should inspire us to learn more.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I
hope you’re following me, and if not, I’m sorry – I know that I am random and
scatter-brained, I can’t help it!</div>
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I will say that as I was getting
closer to graduating from college – with no immediate plans to pursue a Master’s
degree – I began to feel anxious because I began thinking that I would no
longer be receiving my meals.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I was so
used to being spoon fed – no pun intended – that I wasn’t sure how I would
continue to learn if I was no longer going to be assigned things to learn and
think about.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The great thing is that I
still find myself learning every day and continuing to grow as a person.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>For example, I have been planning my wedding
(with the help of my most wonderful fiancé!) since last May and I have seen the
highs and lows of stress, something I am continuing to learn more about.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I have always been indecisive and, boy,
planning a wedding really puts your decision making ability to the test.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Everyone always says, “Just do what makes you
and your fiancé happy.” Well, that’s easier said than done because he and I
both want everyone to have a good time, thus we worry about what other people
will want and how they will feel.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Plus,
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At any rate, I still have no
plans to pursue a Master’s degree in the near future, but I am not wasting any
time.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I feel like I am learning about
myself and growing as a person and learning to appreciate the things that I
didn’t care to take time for while I was in school.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>That is most important to me at this
point.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Earning an education was a very
important milestone in my life, but I view it the same way I view knowing a
foreign language.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>If you don’t use it,
you lose it.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And I have no idea if
that’s true or not; it’s just how I feel.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>It’s almost as if I don’t continue to be in an educational environment,
then I will lose all those years of hard work and learning.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I know it may sound weird but I attribute
these feelings to that awkward feeling when you can’t think of a word you want
to use, which happens to me quite often.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>I wonder if this is a memory lapse or if I’m losing my education.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I’m really not crazy, I swear.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I suppose I’ve said enough for today and for
my next entry, I plan to introduce myself. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Tootles!</div>
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<br /></div>KtDidKateMaeBellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02500687834093456720noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6988730877130552897.post-2396648955687092062012-01-12T21:17:00.000-08:002012-01-12T21:17:58.777-08:00Hello World!<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">So I did it.<span> </span>I created a blog.<span> </span>I have toyed with the idea for quite some time inside my mind contemplating what in the world to blog about and who in the world would even read it.<span> </span>I finally decided that only time would tell.<span> </span>And here I am.<span> </span>For anyone who doesn’t know me, I can go ahead and clue you into the fact that I will more than likely have nothing AMAZING to blog about, it’s just me writing because I want to.<span> </span>I began writing when I was very young and I enjoyed it.<span> </span>It seemed exquisite to me that I could say whatever I wanted to in written form and no one could stop me, and if someone read it, by God, they <i>had</i> to listen to what I had to say – what an outlet!<span> </span>I used to believe that I may one day have a career in writing somehow, as I have been published a few times.<span> </span>Although the sense of accomplishment made me feel that I was going to be someone, the realization that I was only young and the possibility that my writing “capabilities” were just a phase put a damper on my hopes.<span> </span>Then I stopped writing for awhile because my writing time became absorbed with papers and reading assignments and all of the decisions a college student has to make.<span> </span>I changed my major three times (Elementary Education, then English - Secondary Education - then Political Science) and I still have no idea what I want to be when I grow up. I guess the most important thing I gained from my college experience was finding out what I didn’t want to do.<span> </span>I’m 24 years old now and it seems like a distant memory that I was in college, scurrying across the campuses of CCU and Winthrop, trying to figure out why I was taking some of what I called “redundant” classes.<span> </span>Besides the fact that they were “required” classes in order to graduate, I always assumed there must’ve been a deeper meaning and that leaders of the Campus wouldn't put us through such torture, otherwise.<span> </span>I fully believe in the idea of a “liberal arts education.”<span> </span>I get it.<span> </span>Because if nothing else, I got exposure to many different things and it actually brought me to the path of becoming a Political Science major.<span> </span>I could honestly care less about politics, itself, but I will engage in a healthy conversation about it.<span> </span>At any rate, here I am again, throwing myself into the world of writing.<span> </span>This time, however, with a much different audience.<span> </span>So I am rolling the dice so-to-speak on this blog idea and we’ll see where it goes.<span> </span>Happy reading, y’all!</span>KtDidKateMaeBellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02500687834093456720noreply@blogger.com1